So I just finished reading my last post on here and am struggling to realize that it was 6 months ago almost to the day. So much has happened in my life and this post may end up being more of a roller coaster or popcorn type entry than any I have ever written. I remember July 11 th vaguely now. The impression of the lock-in and the students desire to worship God that night still resonate in my mind and heart. What happened 3 days later shook the very foundation of my world! I have talked publicly about July 14 th with my students and friends at church several times since that day, but this is the first time I have ever written about it. I expect that in my writing it will be more emotional and deeper expressions of pain will come out...it is always easier to write what I am feeling than it is to put sound and word spoken out loud to them. Even as I am sitting here, so early in the morning, I am finding it hard to express all that I have felt in the last six months. On July 14...
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